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[21 Sep 2004|12:11am] a whole year of college. i start school friday. i've changed a lot this year. you've all seen me change. lost weight, got pale, turned bi, grew bangs, cut my hair, gained the weight back, tanned, everything fuck it. i really dont care what anyone thinks of me anymore. you can hate me for taking antidepressants call me a fag for getting sucked off by a guy think i'm spoiled for getting a new car after i totalled my old one think i'm a lazy fuck for failing out of school think i'm crazy for having a restraining order placed fuck you. i dont care. i'm happy. i wake up early. i go to bed before 1. i smile. i giggle. i laugh. i work out. i go outside to read. i work at starbucks. i talk to strangers. i teach guitar lessons. i dont eat fast food. i dont drink soda. i dont drink hard alcohol. i smoke weed. i drink beer. i drink way to much coffee. i had a mohawk, i had bangs, i had shaggy hair, i had a buzz. i failed out of school. i got back in. sorta. i got a pet hampster. i love my girlfriend. i look back and think this year was horrible. it was hard for sure. i've never had to deal with half the shit i had to this year. and i hope i wont ever have to deal with most of that shit again. but just maybe i think it was good for me. did i grow up? i dont think so. i simply changed, and found what makes me happy. i found who i want to be and who i want to be around. i dont sit and wish for things to turn out perfect this year. i dont. i know this year will have its ups and its downs. i know it. i know that i have a friend who will stand by my side in thick or thin. i dont thank him enough for that. so thank you wade for being there this entire year, even through the ugly shit. i know i have a girl i'm crazy about. who makes me smile, always makes me happy to be around, and visits me at work to hang out for 30 minutes during my lunch break. <3 so. i have many things to look forward to this year. ( just in case you missed out this year ) 5 | represent

[11 Aug 2004|02:21am] ehh.. i think wade is the only other person who wont complain if the night consists of just getting faded, listening to music, and .... ya thats it. oh ya and by the way we're cool because we drink really expensive .... whatever we found. 12 | represent

[02 Feb 2004|10:19pm] Friends 15 | represent

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